finally.. it's over!! *PHEW*

wow... wat a relief.. felt jz okok right after finish exams.. still having that "hangover" from exams.. but thank God its done... bluek... puiit... plit plak..*wash hands* ok...

well... got to clear up the fridge todae coz fridgy gonna go bek jb... sad sad... [nvm... gonna get new fridge though....] hehe.. did lasagna again.... this time.. i bought some aluminium bowl/tray thingy... it makes things so much easier... wanted to buy beef.. minced beef... but dun have todae.. used minced chicken instead... so went bek home.... started preparing.. dayze n renee helped me... (they were watching oprah/mtv/channel [v]) enjoying themselves while helping me?? ahaha.. its kinda nice.... felt that it was indeed an accomplishment.... did twice.. first one was okok.. but the sec one turned out so nice.. dunno how to describe though... well... dunno whether can post pics not.... shall try later... hehe.. thank God for my mummy for giving me a big big oven.... hehe.. can bake cake one.. [i think] happy happy...!! then off we went lasagna delivery to bkt beruang.. janet's "ex-place"..... sob sob... she left mlk edi..[for good] in kl now... aiseh.. nvm... can alwiz come bek n visit us kayz.... ehhe...

well.. thats kinda bout it.. came bek.. was chatting with peaky... then mum called... went downstairs.. checked some stuffs.. went to the sofa .. lied down n slept... hehhee.. paiseh.. chat half way... hehe... sorry ah... =P

p/s: gtg now for ikan bakar... marky's treat.... 20 years of cau-cuiness? ahah...


i think i managed to upload photos dee.... testing testing...

hmm.... my fishes...all dead.. *sigh*
named huwey, duwey, louis, lucius, kiki, juju, kenny, ding, dong n bell.

a gift for my burfdae... taz bolster... hmmm.. notty notty... !!

ahhaa... its been a while.. pics form sushi king... dayze belanjaed ed n me.. ahah.. see how ed enjoys his meal...=P

ladies n gentlemen. presenting to you... sushi king's fried chick... dayze luv it so much that she ordered two.. sheesh... eating fried chick in sushi king???

cuteness~ eeyore n piggy [frens 4eva] gifts from poh yee n beckyz



todae's lasagna.... eaten by dayze n renee dee... nice?



previous attempt!



to pass the sem, be at sam's [gcn study group] wats justin doin?? hahaa...



concentrating hard or was it jz a post?




aiks... apa ni? hmm... [soly not notty]

one more~

in 12 hours time.... its the last paper im gonna sit for now.... hang in there!!!! (telling myself) u know.. right now.. the hope that im gonna do well for this paper is like NIL.... hope to even pass the paper is so uncertain.... *sigh* wat to do.... alwiz procrastinate... alwiz last minute.. n im still blogging here... sheesh... Lord have mercy!! cant wait to be bek though.... new house... YAHOO...!!
ciaoz for now...!! see ya ppl.. take care..

p/s anyone in jb this week sundae till tuesdae?? free?? come help me shift house?? buzz me..!! thanx.

the urgency has risen...!!!

raining elephants n giraffes now.. i guess it did calmed me down a lil.. GOd help me..!! need ur grace n mercy... i need to pass this sem... cant afford to fail any n face supplementary.... too much worries for NOC edi.... im so worried i might jz snap...... oh God...!!

kegilaan maksimum~

sheesh... kini masa genting! peperiksaan belm bermula lagi... sudah ada yang telah selesai menempuri "perang pengetahuan"... aarrggghh...!!! memaksa diri sendiri untuk mengulangkaji bukan sesuatu yang menyenangkan... bm saya sudah kaput gila!! tak tahu nak tulis apa...!! selamat tinggal....

~cheese-o-phobia~

is there such word? hahaaha.... well.. overodose of cheese for the past two daes... made lasagna (2 daes) n sphagetti.... yesterdae... on the menu todae was special corn beef popiah by dayze.... not bad not bad.... crucnhy... jz a lil bit salty... my bad my bad... well.. super full.. super sleepy..

unproductive dae todae... studied like a lil bit oni.. got to run some errands.... so spent the whole afternoon driving from one place to another... sheesh... thanx dayze for temanin me..

well.. think i better get off my com.. [something ridiculous to do] hehe..see ya peeps... ciaoz!

~kemabukan~

err... a drunk man walk sideways..... so.. a drunk crab shall walk straight... hahha... imagine that....!! =D

the menu of a restaurant in tampin:

kangkung sambal belacang
fried onione bean curd
[classic - only one piece of beancurd will be served??]
kali powder pork

a bunch of us went tampin for a church service.. followed pastor j there.. went to a restaurant for dinner.. couldnt stop lauging at the menu... ahhaha.. =D funny sial...!!

something nice??

well.. recent posts werent that "heart warming" i shld sae... hmm.. sorry bout that.. kinda still feeling weird weird though.. but things r going on quite "fine". a trip to kl-ang was fun. staed over at aaron's . had the eva well-known pork bone tea.. evryone's jz talking bout it but dint have the chance to try it out.. but that dae.. i think around 15 of us went for tanjung pulai bak kut teh... nice nice.. hehe.. evrything was kinda cool n all... driving around.. not to bad.. did get lost though.. on the way bek.. after sending grace bek to her home in puchong.. got lost in her taman itself for like 10 minutes? finally got out after that... then got lost on the highway... was supposed to make a turn... but ended up in dengkil i think.. n suddenly from a highway it became a trunk road.. hmm. weird.. then vj said," hey!! i remember this place. mark got lost here the other time too!!" ahha.. ok.. so we turned bek... dayze was like sleeping the whole journey.. suddenly she woke up...."where r we?" aaron went.. "go bek to sleep...." hehe.. we were lost that time.. some sungai place edi... haahaha.. finnaly got bek right on track.. saw the jb highway sign.. n was all the way bek to mlk.. quite a heavy traffic too...

im incredicutema....... hahhaahaha.........!! okok.. went to watch the incredibles yesterdae.. 12 of us.. had fun.. haha.. was funny.. evem before the movie started... dayze went," shut up lah mark." ahaha.. funny sial... after movies was charsiewfan... then its bek home...

church todae.. couldnt wake up on time... missed the bus.. so mah drive lor.. [no petrol dee, no money pump] nvm.. on the way bek saw an accident... kesian the ppl... malays.. first day raya.. rain.. accident... aiyoh.. of all days... it jz had to happen todae ah.. well.. got to becareful evrytime... =D

klah.. DAYZE.....!! I UPDATED! =P

~~pressures' sure rising__!!

y Lord m i confused?
issit the left or the right?
at times i feel being used
where things dun seem really that bright

i jz dun understand wat he wants
one day this, another day that
issit so hard to be upfront?
being all round n fat

giving up is not wat i chose
for encouragement is the thing i need
this so called poetic writing shall come to a close
as i'm really tired indeed.

*sigh*

``````with a heavy heart_____

practices in the day
cf at night
burn out bcos of the play
to find rest, i step into the light

a heavy heart as i sang
to you Lord, take me as i am
where inside's hurting so much
as i really need your special touch

Lord i pray n i cry
to take away my pride
for everything that i try
i take it in my own stride

i know it will never work out
for at times i will give up
and when i start to shout
i do fail to look up

oh Lord!! help me!!
for i'm weak but thou art strong
"come to me, my child. come to me.
find rest in me n i'll make u strong."

*sigh* im not good in writting... jz something to fill the page.. well.. guess.. im still a lil "emo" from previous post... but things are going to change now.. i think ive found the answers.. [answers have been alwiz there] jz that its hard... well.. nvm bout me.. thanx ppl for ur concern... appreciate it..!! =]

~never play with my EMOtions~

u wont know when u r going to hit that sensitive button.. not even myself.. it isnt easy.. i know this sounds stoopid.. but it's reality.. i may be so called "fun" to be with all the time.. (i think) but once that nerve wrecking side of me, being unleashed.. im so sorry.. im sorry that i jz had to let it out.. patient i may be.. there's alwiz a limit to it.. nvr ever go overboard.. im a human after all.. i sucked... soly sucked...!!
NAH....!!
"%^&#~!@&*$^%@#"

sch sux??

new layout.... sch sux!! ahhaha.. err.. was browsing through blogskins.. found this.. not bad though... kinda "funny"

hehe.. well.. jz wanna try out new layout... was kinda bored with my previous...hmm.. not bad lah ah? nice not ah? give comments k.. if not nice then i change.. take care ppl..

p/s: posted some pics on previous post[deleted] stoooopid sony photo album cannot work one.. !!! duno wat online photo album to use.... any suggestions ne one??

~~in HIs time~~

so many things have happened.... it's nothing.. i really dun want to tok bout it.. SIGH!!
do u really want to know?
but i told u u wouldnt understand?
its bout....... nevermind.....

im fine... really... u trust me? im FINe...!! so fine...

duh.. hey ppl.. im ok... =D jz trying to get into my mr ryan/joshua role... not easy for me.. im trying though.. with the funny stern macho intonations... jz not me ah?

jz came bek from jb todae.. not a bad trip home.. was a lil scared though.. coz mark was the one driving 4 of us bek.. if u guys know wat i mean....... hehe.. no offence mark!!
glad to know that one of my aunt (mom's side) accepted Christ few weeks ago.. they (aunt n unc) have been non-christians since the dae i was born till now.. thank God my parents brought them to a hokkien evangelistic meeting.. organised by my church.. the speaker was pastor Mark from sg.. so glad to see them.. visited them at my aunts shop.. this is one of the prayers my family has been praying.. n after so many years.. God started to answer them one by one.. i really hold on to God's promises.. if we r faithful.. God will indeed bless us by answering our prayers.. indeed it isnt an overnite thing.. it took years.. this is one really happy thing for me.. n this isnt the first time... thank God.. =D got to cont praying as there are still other relatives that have not been saved yet.. in His timing i guess... =P

yah.. its been a while since i updated.. been lazy.. been getting fat.. real fat n round n slow n gasping for breath all the time n pants cannot fit in anymore n eating so much summore..... HOW?? camlah.. need to go down ler.. bluek...!! so hard ah.. ish ish ish..

all i do is eat n sleep eat n sleep.. then go toilet.. then eat n sleep again...... hehehe..... not bad right? yah.. crazy.... *yawns* think i need to sleep now... see ya ppl... nite nite..