life without ai.....

welll..... life wasnt the same without ai around... although having lived a lonely life for 3 years.... i was missing ai when she went bek last thursdae....

ticks for thursdae 5 pm ride home.... i felt it was "freedom" then..... then reached home... all alone... felt so sien... no one to tok to... no one to kacau.. not being bullied... ahahhaah...


empty room..........



the couch i alwiz snuggled in while chatting with ai........


hmm.. it wass all empty... cg nite jz passed on....

fridae came.... eveyone was asking.. where's ai.... bek jb i replied...... *sob sob*
ahaha.... no sobbing lah.. hehe...

saturdae...... cg games... fun and all.. but still no ai..... haix.. went us pizza without ai........ a lil guilty though....... ping pong evening...... [i lost to becca in pingpong =( ] at sam's..... suppose to study... ended up watching NOC3 DVD with laura.... kinda funny lah seeing urself in the musical... weird.... real weird......

dint study much......


sundae came..... church... woke at 630.... church camp commm meting at 8... haix... not enuff sleep.... it was good anyway..... tech fair was the next destination....bought some cdr's....

bek home.... slept... ai smsed... "reached merlimau" another sms.... "reached toll"
got up..... dressed..... straight to kotamas.... picked her up.. happy happy.... hehehe........




me n ai......


well.. guess..... its bek to normal again......

p/s: ai called a few times when she was bek in jb.... checking on me.. ahaha.. guess she missed me too..... =P

~~~what happened in my dreams~~~

*phew* a series of weird dreams... am i too stressed up?? hmm......


#Dream 1#

sandra sim was trying to sell me a unit of APACER thumb drive.... that's all i could remember....


#Dream 2#

in my house.. tuesdae nite... before cf... jonathan's in my house.... becca too.... lots of lil flower pots hanging across the hall.... and..... jonathan cooked the ever famous green bean soup.... becca was walking down the spiral stairs...... =?



#Dream 3#

a great Korean restaurant bek in jb.... a large number of senior cf members present.... was happily enjoying the food.... my dish came.... happy....!! till i found a [i think is a frog] swimming in my bowl of soup.... FREAKED ME OUT!!! total shocked.........!!! couldnt eat any more.... went to the sofa n sit.... was really "out"..... ah-seong came over to me n did some "stupid stunts"....... was a lil pissed.... suddenly it all bcame spiritual.... sam came over to pray for me.... prayed for protection and all..... toooooooo touched......... n i started CRYING........ seriously cried....

[i woke up from my dream..... crying like a baby... seriously crying.. not bluffing.... not tears rolling... but teresak-esak ler.... i was like.... hmmmm...... weird..... really weird..... it was 6:45am then... went bek to sleep shortly after that =P]