~change~

demi waktu...

2008-10-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir diantara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
Yang slama ini temani hidupku

Reff:
Maafkan aku
Menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku
Tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu
Yang bergulir disampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku
Sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila kubisa memilih

Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua takkan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada dihatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran

*reff

kekasih gelapku..

2008-10-04T12:08:00.003+08:00

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ooh...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku..

a present for my own burfdday?

2008-10-02T22:35:00.006+08:00

hmm.. looks like i MUST get myself one of these... they look great....!!!
I want HOUR 21's bag... please......
you want one? Click here---> http://www.handbagplanet.com/
It's FREE.... Completely FREE...!!

p/s: thank you miss lee for this "gift" =P

happy times =)

2007-11-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

hmm... it has been a while..

2007-11-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

hey there.
been a while since i wrote something here.
well, not lazy.
just don't felt the need to.
but, guess i'm too bored now.
not sure if any one still do come here. =P
random pics of events that tickled me.

i follow my heart....

2007-03-11T04:03:00.000+08:00

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

UPDATES.....

2007-02-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

WELL.... IM THINKING OF CLOSING THIS DOWN SOON... SO.. YAH.. CAN SAE UR GOODBYES IF U WAN....

*FINGERS CROSSED* [IF THERE IS ANYONE STILL VISITING HERE LAH]

AAHAH... SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING.... =P

sigh

2006-09-30T17:42:00.000+08:00

SIGH...

SO SIEN....

LAZY................

HELP......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YPS '06 by YAM

2006-08-16T16:46:00.000+08:00

[my 3rd time trying to post tis up]

wow... was an awesome experience.... really great to learn new things bout leadership in this school... really transparent teaching too.... considering next year? haha... =P

thank God for good/funny pastors to teach us. make it all less formal n easier to understand...
great ppl..... good food... cool weather....
new found frens...... *yay..!!*
whom we mamak-ed together... n had "heart-to-heart" talk n "swimming" ....... t'was fun.. regretted not getting to know u guys earlier...

went uphill by bus.....
ate burger king.... *burp*
bumped cars..... got pawned by kids......
a game of bowling...... *stress reliever*
got down by cable car with "russel peters" n 20 others..
funny ride...... lol.

commisionning....
made me cry for my frens....
frens i've known for 4 years now....
God help me to lead change in their lives....
but.... first of all.... CHANGE ME.... =)

?? can i love Him more than life??
thats the question He asked me.......
for i know He has plans to prosper me n not to harm me....
He has more than wat i can offer....
am i able to take up this challenge?
help me frens??

ya... =)

some pics for u peeps....

the girls....

the boys....

mamak gang...

<3 to <3 gang....

lalala...dum di dumm...dum di.....lala

2006-06-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

aiyoh.. dunno y so long dint post anything..
maybe coz dint emo...... hahaah...
lazy oso...

anywaes... jz hope evryone's fine n well...

caus for now....

=P

a new beginning?

2006-04-21T10:22:00.000+08:00

hmm...

tried something drastic last wednesdae after lunch ....

i mentioned of going for a haircut after lunch and renee, billy, and wayne wanted to come along.. cool.... =) haaha.. then i suggested... shld i go bald?? as in err..cut botak.. one by one...
dunwan lah...
NOooooooo......
cutlah... sure very cute wan..
eh...ugly lah...
not nice wan....

Deric the ex-bossman saed this..
eh... dun let others influence u.. decide for urself... u wan to cut.. cut.. dun wan then nvm..
CUT...!!!

ahahaaa... "' 0_O

and so.... without my sis intefering with my decisions and with the "encouragement from billy n wayne.....

i decided to do so....

(in mandarin)
aunty.. i wan cut no. 2....
aunty eyes popped out... wat??? "durian head"........
err.. yeah..... can ah?
can is can... u sure ah??
err... err.. yah.... sure....
no.1 can ah?
huh??? too short.. i cut for u no.2 first u see how......
okok.... my head nice or not for "durian head"? round enough ah?
ahahaha... round... very round.... hahaha
okok...
u sure ah?? i cut edi ah...
yes yes.... cut....
.................... shaved once through.. right hand side near my ear................
u very sure ah??? haahahaha....
yes yes.... jz cut.....
ok...
................ shave n shave.... see big chunks of hair falling.... man..... cool eh?
aaahahahhaaa.......
(background... billy n wayne couldnt stop laughing.... aunty joined them giggling along...)

from this.....

to this.....

hehe.. =)

losing the patience i once own~_

2006-04-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

the patience in me is running dry each day
circumstances causes it
but.....
how do i overcome such circumstances?

i was once a boy whom was filled with patience....
A bully me...
jz smile lor..
B bully me....
dun like that lah.....
C bully me...
eh.. pls lah....
still smilling
todae??
nooo..........

is it the period where emo-ness rulz?
does standing up for myself means losing my temper and show evryone my emo face...
it's hard u know..
i dun like it
never ever like showing such faces to u all...
u know who u r... dun u frens??

i wan to sae sorry to u guys.. yet.. am i in the wrong??
am i the one that for no reason wants to show u guys my emo-ness?

still...

i'm sorry...

~masks~

2006-03-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

wat bout masks?
is it neccessary to have one?
sometimes i think we have no choice but to wear it....
well, wat to do.... =)

current YM! status: is the truth confusingly hurtful? or hurt confusingly truthful?

wat'd u think?

emo?

2006-02-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

Emo

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Emo may refer to:

Emo (music), "emotional hardcore" musical genre, prevalent amongst classic 80s Washington D.C. bands and their descendents.
Emo (slang), used to describe the attitudes and fashion seen as stereotypical within the recent emo scene.
Emo Philips, the American stand-up comedian.
Keith Emerson, famed British keyboardist/pianist
Emo, County Laois, a town in the Republic of Ireland
Emo (oil), an Irish oil company and filling station chain
The Villa Emo, a 16th century villa by Andrea Palladio
Emo, Ontario, a Canadian town
Eric Moulds, wide receiver for the Buffalo Bills (fan slang)
An Emergency Machine-Off operation (more commonly referred to as an Emergency Power-Off) or the big red pushbutton that causes same; industrial equipment is frequently required to contain such an EMO function. For example, SEMI standards require a specific type of EMO hardware on all equipment used for semiconductor processing.

EMO may refer to:

Electronic Money Order, a type of online currency, or eCurrency.

the habitual post??

2006-01-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

there's no time better than now to post a post.... lol...!!

when i'm suppose to study for my finals.. which is like 2 days away? and all i wanna do is something else than studying..*sigh* wat sickness do u call this?

the stupid sickness?
the cacat sickness?

nah... i think its the normal sickness.. evryone suffers from it.... am i right?
hahahaha... so im not that cacat or stupid.... *phew* relief..... =P

kekeke... yah.. so im done with this post.... as always... ending it with best wishes for evryone this new year... ya... for finals is more important now.. all the best peeps.. tk care... =)

p/s: let's "enjoy" together gether yah?

p/p/s: some pics my SE caught.....

starts with grace........ =P

cheeky face?

nice pie yah...

here's the other half...

why are u looking at me like that?

where's my leg?

poke me in the eye?

haha... ends with grace too.....

thats all folks... =P

on the clouds....

2005-12-16T10:42:00.000+08:00

i feel like i'm floating....
blackcurrant cough med makes me feel "weird"
but tastes rather nice.... =P
i missed my test......err... two tests...
how?

man..... falling sick at this time is a big nono....
*cries*

-emo-

nah.... not really emo... jz feel lemah... *blek*

hokkien vs teo chew??

2005-12-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

to the one God planned..... for me....

2005-12-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

Rascal Flatts - Bless The Broken Road Lyrics

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

i am sorry.......

2005-11-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

i think i said somethings to someone which was at the wrong timing....
and now i feel somethings arent right...

im so sorry..!!

i do mean wat i said though......

newaes.... im sorry if i have hurt ur feelings...

tk care...

..soly..

i'm OBESE.........!

2005-11-21T11:26:00.000+08:00

OH MAN.....!!

IM SO DEAD.... TIME TO HIT THE COURTS N SWEAT IT OUT.....!!

10 KG POSIBLE??

I WONDER.....

CHEER ME ON....!!

HAAAAAHAHAHA........

wat's down?

2005-11-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

how funny sometimes life can be
u thought u had it all
but, u were wrong....
u laugh
u cry
maybe curse
nah...
nothing's perfect
it may be the other way round
issit?

n i wonder.....
i wonder...
n wonder....
wat is it that is so fascinating
it draws u so close
then drops the bomb on u
*ka-boom....*

im lost.....
where m i?
u there??
have i lost u?

love
really?

wake up

here goes...

2005-11-15T09:56:00.000+08:00

sem starts
life goes on
trials to go through
sometimes we win
quite often we lose
need to be strong
never let go
it's life
live it.....!

anti-climax to my hols....

2005-10-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

y this got to happen to me??

suckish results..... crappish-me........

nvm....... wat to do??

*sigh*

life without ai (part 2).....ahahhaa..... nah..!!

2005-10-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

well... this a post of wat happened or rather.... where my family took me for my burfdae makans...

courtesy of my dearest cutest sista....... aiai.... haha... she made this powerpoint slides... jz got to to show u all..... thank u ai... luv ya lots.... *muaks*.......

man.... thank God for burfdaes..... thank God for families....

p/s: i registered myself as an official voter for the malaysian election thingy... on my burfdae.. haha... patriotik aight?? hidup MALAYSIA.... =)

REST was good.........

2005-09-29T10:18:00.000+08:00

man.... 3 daes of papers in a row can really make me sick.......... average hours of sleep? 4 hours? wake up early in the morning (5am) jz to remember wat i studied for the 9 am paper... sheesh... crazyness.... the *pukish* feeling..... phew.........

thank God i have a 4 daes break before my final 2 papers......

rest was good... after my test yesterdae...... came home... slept...... planned to go mp the dae before...... waited for sis to be home after her afternoon paper.. off we went to mp...... well.. with laura, deric n mark of course... went around lepak lepak awhile.... then its BK time... man... its so nice... guess... there will be no more sacred moments of BK in KL next time.... mlk has opened an outlet..... weeeeeeee.....................!!

time for a movie.... ahhhah..... flight plan ........ nice movie.... imagine watching a movie in the midst of final exams...... crazy ler.... an excerpt of a sms from joashyec : " how many movie u wan to watch..... study lah... exam wei...... slacker...... haha... "

felt a lil guilty..... but..... nah............!! jz a flying thought... ahahhaa..... during the nite..... it was csi marathon in my house.... downstairs tv was showing csi on astro..... i was watching csi on my com........ great series..... got hold of the complete third season on dvd.....

then.... it was sleeping time... slept around 1+ tis morning? or was it two...... cant reallt really remember......... i got up at 930 jz now.. sheesh....... i wan to sleep more... but... got to go state lib to study later..... no choice... force myself to..... better not go into slumber mode... alwez have the thought that ....
nvm... still got time wan.. 4 daes wat.... read now ..later forget how???
then at the 11th hour... die lah... no time edi... how ah??? sheesh...
hahaaha... familliar not??

guess i better get going..... see ya peeps.... all the best for those who r still going through this "fun" time... tk care.... God bless....

oh man... im so lazy....

2005-09-17T15:01:00.000+08:00

i am super duper lazy.....

no mood to study wei......

howlah.......

die??

cannot die.....

try...??

yeah.... muz try...

eh wait.......

cannot try....

MUST STUDY LAH SOLY......

ish.... stupid nye.........

wat....??

calling me stupid???

sheesh.....!!

okok.....

stop this stupid thing....

=P

boing poing doink.......

2005-09-03T09:12:00.000+08:00

im so lazy to update..... hehee.... sorry peeps...

shall try......

let me see....

aiks.. stomach ache now.... be right bek.......... *rushes to the throne*

ploped........ duuuum..... ka-duuuuum......!

aaaahhhh.....!!

m bek...... lol...

recently made a trip to KBC.... supposed to be a mission trip... go there n bless the folks there.... but it turned out to be more of a holiday for us... we were made "royal" guests.....
papa eng, "we tore down the wall bcos u guys are coming. more space for u all."
joshua, "the kitchen they jz renovated ler. the tiles all new wan ler.bcos u all coming."

the hospitality is NO. 1.......... thank u KBC and folks from KBC...

it was really a refreshing trip... PJ cried ler.... ahahhaha.. too touched by their generosity...... maybe becos we sung well too?? ahahahha...

the kuantan beach -> teluk cempedak....... nicest beach for a state that ive seen.... not counting those pulau pulau..... its awesome.. u have +-100 metres of nice/clean sandy beach before u reach the water... seriously "chunted"....... so nice that i bought a kite... nice red kite.... that cost me RM15..... hehehe... nice lah.... then the beach got mcD somemore.. aiyoh... then got the nice nice... "sai mai lo...." = honey dew sago ice thingyy....... ish ish ish....

how i wish i can go kuantan again.... but but but.... the journey there.... gila ler... if u arent driving.. its rather ok... maybe will get car sick....... like somebody.... no names here... ahhaha.... being the driver... it was kinda interesting yet tiring.. with an Atos..... its a big no no for trunk roads to kuantan... no power to overtake the big big balak lorries.....

ahah... all in all.. it was kinda fun.....

pics for u peeps.....

~the team~

~the rapha's home~

~"come bek to papa......." youth session~

~had a bbq on saturdae nite for the youths~

~me n my kite on the beautiful beach~

~some of us that actually walked till the waters~

~PJ "enjoying" herself...... cw temaning her...~

haha... thats all for now....

p/s: one of the many things i learnt.... nvr mess with the red shirt kid in the bbq pic above....... he's gonna smack my face with the chick wings if i dun give him once im done bbq-ing them... goodness.. scary.... he's only 12 and he threatened me???? lol... =D

ciaoz....

learning BHM inventory turnover or shall i call it...... B2 lecture sleepover??? i wonder......

2005-08-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

as the title saes it all.....

no offence guys... n peeps.... it was a joke... dun take it too seriously.... =P

hmm... are classes that boring ah??

2005-08-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

sometimes... hmm... maybe most of the time... sitting through lectures can be a real torture... agree with me?? i guess.. this pictures also speak lots of words.... right mark??

"broken neck"

"i'm praying........ nah...!!"

"yah.. sir.... wateva u sae i agree with u..... so true..... "

"it's ok... sit last row lec cannot see...."

hehe... =P

life without ai.....

2005-07-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

welll..... life wasnt the same without ai around... although having lived a lonely life for 3 years.... i was missing ai when she went bek last thursdae....

ticks for thursdae 5 pm ride home.... i felt it was "freedom" then..... then reached home... all alone... felt so sien... no one to tok to... no one to kacau.. not being bullied... ahahhaah...

empty room..........

the couch i alwiz snuggled in while chatting with ai........

hmm.. it wass all empty... cg nite jz passed on....

fridae came.... eveyone was asking.. where's ai.... bek jb i replied...... *sob sob*
ahaha.... no sobbing lah.. hehe...

saturdae...... cg games... fun and all.. but still no ai..... haix.. went us pizza without ai........ a lil guilty though....... ping pong evening...... [i lost to becca in pingpong =( ] at sam's..... suppose to study... ended up watching NOC3 DVD with laura.... kinda funny lah seeing urself in the musical... weird.... real weird......

dint study much......

sundae came..... church... woke at 630.... church camp commm meting at 8... haix... not enuff sleep.... it was good anyway..... tech fair was the next destination....bought some cdr's....

bek home.... slept... ai smsed... "reached merlimau" another sms.... "reached toll"
got up..... dressed..... straight to kotamas.... picked her up.. happy happy.... hehehe........

me n ai......

well.. guess..... its bek to normal again......

p/s: ai called a few times when she was bek in jb.... checking on me.. ahaha.. guess she missed me too..... =P

~what happened in my dreams~

2005-07-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

*phew* a series of weird dreams... am i too stressed up?? hmm......

#Dream 1#

sandra sim was trying to sell me a unit of APACER thumb drive.... that's all i could remember....

#Dream 2#

in my house.. tuesdae nite... before cf... jonathan's in my house.... becca too.... lots of lil flower pots hanging across the hall.... and..... jonathan cooked the ever famous green bean soup.... becca was walking down the spiral stairs...... =?

#Dream 3#

a great Korean restaurant bek in jb.... a large number of senior cf members present.... was happily enjoying the food.... my dish came.... happy....!! till i found a [i think is a frog] swimming in my bowl of soup.... FREAKED ME OUT!!! total shocked.........!!! couldnt eat any more.... went to the sofa n sit.... was really "out"..... ah-seong came over to me n did some "stupid stunts"....... was a lil pissed.... suddenly it all bcame spiritual.... sam came over to pray for me.... prayed for protection and all..... toooooooo touched......... n i started CRYING........ seriously cried....

[i woke up from my dream..... crying like a baby... seriously crying.. not bluffing.... not tears rolling... but teresak-esak ler.... i was like.... hmmmm...... weird..... really weird..... it was 6:45am then... went bek to sleep shortly after that =P]

Something for the guys... but... how TRUE are these , girls??

2005-06-29T14:44:00.000+08:00

The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes Men MakeWith Women

...And What To Do About It...

Here Are The Top Ten Reasons Why Men Fail With Women—And How To Make Sure YOU Avoid Every One Of These Deadly Common Mistakes...
-By David DeAngelo, Author Of “Double Your Dating”-

MISTAKE #1: BeingToo Much Of A “Nice Guy”

Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted to "nice" guys?
Of course you have.
Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU.
What's going on here?
It's actually very simple...
Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them.
And guess what?
Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION.
And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you.
I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT... but GET OVER IT.
Until you accept this FACT and begin to act on it, you'll NEVER have the success with women that you want.

MISTAKE #2: Trying To“Convince Her To Like You"

What do most guys do when they meet a woman that they REALLY like... but she's just not interested?
Right! They try to "convince" the woman to feel differently.
Well, I have news for you... YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE HOW A WOMAN "FEELS" WHEN IT COMES TO ATTRACTION!
Never, ever, EVER.
You cannot CONVINCE a woman to feel differently about you with "logic and reasoning".
Think about it.
If a woman doesn't "feel it" for you, how in the world do you expect to change that FEELING by being "reasonable" with her?
But we all do it.
When a woman just isn't interested, we beg, plead, chase, and do our best to change her mind.
Bad idea. One that will never work.

MISTAKE #3: Looking To HerFor Approval Or Permission

In our desire to please women (which we mistakenly think will make them like us), us guys are always doing things to get a woman's "approval" or "permission".
Another HORRIBLE idea.
Women are NEVER attracted to the types of men who kiss up to them... EVER.
Don't get me wrong here.
You don't have to treat women BADLY for them to like you.
But if you think that treating a woman well means "always getting her approval and permission for things", think again.
You will never succeed by looking for approval. Women actually get ANNOYED at men who seek their approval.
Doubt me? Just ask any attractive woman if Wussy guys who chase her around and want her approval annoy her...

MISTAKE #4: Trying To “Buy” Her Affection With Food And Gifts

How many times have you taken a woman out to a nice dinner, bought her gifts and flowers, and had her REJECT you for someone who didn't treat her even HALF as well as you did?
If you're like me, then you've had it happen a LOT.
Well guess what?
It's only NATURAL when this happens...
That's right, I said NATURAL.
When you do these things, you send a clear message:
"I don't think you'll like me for who I am, so I'm going to try to buy your attention and affection".
Your good intentions usually come across to women as over-compensation for insecurity, and weak attempts at manipulation. That's right, I said that women see this as MANIPULATION.

MISTAKE #5: Sharing“How You Feel” Too Early InThe Relationship With Her

Another huge and unfortunate mistake that most men make with women is sharing how they "feel" too early on.
Attractive women are rare.
And they get a LOT of attention from men.
Most men don't realize this, but attractive women are being approached in one way or another.
An attractive woman is often approached several times a DAY by men who are interested. This translate into dozens of times per week, and often HUNDREDS of times per month.
And guess what?
Attractive women have usually dated a LOT of men.
That's right. They have EXPERIENCE.
They know what to expect.
And one thing that turns an attractive women off and sends her running away faster than just about anything is a guy who starts saying "You know, I really, REALLY like you" after one or two dates.
This signals to the woman that you're just like all the other guys who fall for her too fast... and can't control themselves.
Don't do it. Lean back. Relax.
There's a much better way...

MISTAKE #6: Not “Getting” How Attraction Works For Women

Women are VERY different from men when it comes to ATTRACTION.
You need to accept this fact, and deal with it.
When a man sees a beautiful, young, sexy woman, he INSTANTLY feels a sexual attraction.
But does the same apply for women?
Do women feel sexual attraction to men based mostly on looks? Or is something else going on?
Well, after studying this topic for over five full years now, I can tell you that women usually have their "attraction mechanisms" triggered by things OTHER than looks.
Have you ever noticed that you see a lot more average and unattractive men with beautiful women than the other way around?
Think about it.
Women are more attracted to certain qualities in men... and they're attracted to the way a man makes them FEEL than they are to looks alone.
If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.
But it's not an accident. You have to LEARN how to do this.
And ANY guy can learn how...

MISTAKE #7: Thinking That ItTakes Money And Looks

One of the most common mistakes that guys make is giving up before they've even gotten started... because they think that attractive women are only interested in men who have looks and money... or guys who are a certain height... or guys who are a certain age.
And sure, there are some women who are only interested in these things.
But MOST women are far more interested in a man's personality than his wallet or his looks.
There are personality traits that attract women like a magnet...
And if you learn what they are and how to use them, YOU can be one of these guys.
YOU DO NOT have to "settle" for a woman just because you aren't rich, tall, or handsome.
Let me say this again: If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.

MISTAKE #8: Giving AwayAll Of Your Power To Women

Earlier I mentioned that it's a mistake to look to a woman for approval or permission.
Well, another similar tactic that a lot of guys use is GIVING AWAY THEIR POWER to women.
Said differently, guys try to get women to like them by doing whatever the woman wants.
Another bad idea...
Women are NEVER attracted to men that they can walk all over... Women aren't attracted to Wussies!

MISTAKE #9: Not KnowingEXACTLY What To Do In EachType Of Situation With Women

Now I'm going to blow your mind...
A woman ALWAYS knows what you're thinking.
Women are approximately TEN TIMES better than men at reading body language. That's ten TIMES.
I know, it might be hard to believe. But for example, if you're out on a date with a woman, and you want to kiss her, she knows it.
And if you don't know exactly what to do and exactly HOW to kiss her, and you just sit there looking at her and getting nervous, she won't help!
And this goes for ALL aspects of women and dating...
Approaching a woman, getting her number, asking her out, kissing her, getting physical... everything.
If you don't know what to do in each situation, you will probably screw it up... and LOSE EVERYTHING.
And you KNOW it.
It is VITALLY important that you know EXACTLY how to go from one step to the next with a woman... from the first meeting, all the way to the bedroom.

MISTAKE #10: Not Getting HELP

This is the biggest mistake of all.
This is the mistake that keeps most men from EVER having the kind of success with women that they truly want.
I know, guys don't like to make themselves look weak or helpless. We don't like to ask for help.
Hey, I've been there myself.
Let me tell you a little about me and how I figured out how to be successful with women...
About five years ago I became fed up with the fact that I didn't know how to approach, meet, and get dates with women that I was attracted to.
It frustrated the hell out of me.
One night I was out with a friend, and I saw a woman I wanted to ask out, but I just couldn't get up the nerve to do it. I can still remember that night... right on the spot I made the decision to do whatever it took to learn how to be successful with women and dating.
Well, after a lot of hard work and trying all kinds of crazy things, I finally figured it all out.
I can now approach just about any woman and get her number almost instantly. I've dated models, I've dated actresses, and I've dated nice, normal, regular girls as well.
It has been a very rewarding experience. I no longer feel that sick, insecure feeling... like I don't know how to meet women... and I might wind up alone.
I know that anytime, anywhere, I can go out and meet attractive women.
I've written a book on the topic, and I've done seminars on both coasts of the United States... and taught tens of thousands of men all around the world.

p/s:ahaha.. kinda funny eh... =P drop me a comment.

~L-O-V-E~

2005-06-29T10:38:00.000+08:00

love - noun 1 an intense feeling of deep affection. 2 a deep romantic or sexual attachment to someone. 3 a great interest and pleasure in something. 4 a person or thing that one loves. 5 (in tennis,squash, etc.) a score of zero. [ORIGIN apparently from the phrase play for love (i.e. the love of the game, not for money).]
- verb 1 feel love for: 2 like very much. 3 (loving) showing love or great care.

hmm.. that's just a lil something from the COMPACT OXFORD ENGLISH DICTIONARY.

1 Corinthians 13

1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails.

well... i guess the bible says it all?

jz another post!

2005-06-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

yah... jz another post.....!

notty soly strikes bek.....

2005-06-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

ahahahaha.... ahahaaaaa.......

soly seems a goodie two shoes boy..... but.... but... but......

nah....!!! too good to be true.....

in my 20 years history..... me scratched car...... on purpose....... i repeat..... ON PURPOSE.....!!!

hehehhe...... full account.... => me sis' blog

go read it.. haahahaha..........

BEWARE.....!!

a new beginning....

2005-06-15T01:53:00.000+08:00

time flies
jz a glimpse
the ageing life
uncertainty rules
is it worth it?

wondering wat's ahead
never thought
a chance?
or jz coincidence?

given back
priced possesion
out of my hands
turning around
same spot?

keep it close
loosen grip
flies
again?
jz one more
one more.

~when she loved me~

2005-06-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

When she loved me
Sarah mc lachlan

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was i, when she loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same
And she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she’d say "i will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she’d look my way,
She smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,
Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me.

backy back in melaka....

2005-06-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

wow.. im bek.. nice.............................

sis is here....... *haix* ahahha.... sshh.... im happy actually.. got company edi.... lalalallalalala....!!
no more lonely nites..... kekeke.. =D

klah... operasi orientasi officially starts in 378 minutes...... better get some sleep....

time to snore.... nitez peeps..

updates?

2005-05-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

yah... still getting fatter.. if thats wat u r looking for?

blek...! hols coming to an end.... woohoo....!! *crazy me*

guess.. such long hols without holidae plans really suck... big time.. nvm. shall learn this lesson.. =P

hmm.. im jz updating for the sake of updating..

yah.. during hols.. learnt much of cooking... guess.. eat less outside this coming sems.. *fingers & toes crossed*

i try lah...keke..

cheerios peeeps..

hiak hiak hiak....!

2005-05-25T11:02:00.000+08:00

i wonder...
yet again....
as time flies by....

yah.. time goes round n round.. yet it flies.. hmm. strange....

*snaps fingers*

WAKE UP SOLY!!! STOP DREAMING..

=P

hols... boring-nye..

2005-05-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

hello ppl ppl sekalian...

1 dae
2 daes
its jz another dae passing by..
n boy...i tell u.. 2 months of hols isnt very long after all
its so so fast..yet still slow... aiks.. wat am i toking..
hehe.. blur edi.. aarrgghh...!! nvmler.. im sure u all understand.. =P

fun... where art thou....?
i saw a "fashion statement"- if that's wat u call it.. if not mistaken is giordano in sg.. coming out with this "motto"... i think kids apparel - > fun is free < - come to think of it.. true also lah hoh.. hehe.. =D

guess i feel a lil crappy now... time to snore... zZzZzzzzZz

..cheerios..

tinggal satu lagi....

2005-04-15T02:06:00.000+08:00

ya.. tinggal satu halangan lagi.. sabtu.. pukul dua setengah petang.. agak cemas.. proses revisi tidak lengkap lagi.. harap-harap saya boleh meberi penuh konsentrasi semasa di perpustakaan.. puji tuhan kerana perpustakaan tidak akan ditutup kerana cuti am... hehe.. =D

~~~~apabila ketensionan tidak dapat ditanggung lagi~~~

tembok rumah samuel

joash

dayze

teman sejiwa tazzy kesayangan saya

gembira atau sudah jadi gila...??

sudah tiba masa untuk tidur... selamat malam semua.. = zZz

wat shld i do??

2005-04-03T01:13:00.000+08:00

~matters of the heart~

complicated
confusing
commitment?
calling?

maturity
management
madness

i wonder
really am wondering...

20 strikes_
too many things...
jz cant see through so many things..
the need
grace
mercy
hope?
GOD!

One Last Cry
Brian Mcknight

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

I know I've gotta be strong
Cuz round me life goes on and on and on
And on

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I have my
One Last Cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been livin a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
To my last cry

................ t...............i....................r................e...d.................

2005-03-28T02:46:00.000+08:00

it's been a "long" week...... yah.. real long week.........

without u Lord.......
i'm nothing.
thank you!

~tired me~

how??

2005-03-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

I'm on sms

very tired & busy - out

busy

wake up and smell the smoke. let us all die.

Matlab Insanity!!

Wow~i feel so Gay todae~Coz i got lotsa great frenz bside me n u guys r so great to me~muahahahahahah.....i luv u all~~yeay~~
walau e.... asap all aorund bkt beruang again
Busy
presentation!
i can see clearly now , the "sore" is gone....lol...
God is bigger than the air i breathe |and i believe that it'll clear by thursday|
Idle
Not At My Desk
Not At My Desk
Peri-Perians, what do you guys want for steamboat?? Pls let me know NOW !! Thank You.
having 2 supervisors means having double critical strike damage
I'm on SMS
Idle
Next time they will have 2 teach in kidergarten...."Sky is white!!!"
mango yoghurt has mango inside! :o it's a revelation! :o time to pray man....:p kinda curious on who's the sepet gurl on my site.. :-? come on dun hide... :p
Just a drink, a martini... shaken, not stirred.
*divorce-dreadful word to begin with*
Busy
silent prayer
as silent as u came.......... u left...
jeng jeng jeng jeng
Yeah... updated most drivers d... *cheers*
breaking to be done
has anyone seen my rubber ducky?
idle
assignment
Away
Boredom and heat kill me..
Doing accounting assignment
Idle
Idle
The heat is killing
{...sniff...sniff...}
On The Phone
6 subjects: None Done
finals comin...weather is killin me... aih
The hour has come

well... list of statuses of me ym frenz....

hmm... m i emo?? i still wonder... there are certain things in life which one has to to let go eh??
matters of the heart.... so hard to comprehend... hehe.. =|

time of the month

2005-03-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

*WARNING: THIS IS AN EMO ENTRY !*

as time goes by
a heart to hide
feelings rushed in
no where to turn to
i wonder why

issit alwiz this way
y isnt it that way
u'll nvr know when it arrives
jz had to walk by
i wonder why

the guilt n pain
only HE understands
yet i cant let go
issit really that hard
i wonder why

hearts open
hearts close
the traffic of emotions
bottlenecked
i wonder why

i knew all answers
yet i cant accept
dun i deserve it
nvr think it will
i wonder why

~prom pics as promised~

2005-03-09T02:02:00.000+08:00

hey.. here are some of the prom pics me have.. enjoy... hehe... =D

wow... hot couple...!!

my "mummy" hot eh.. sheesh..!!

so cutee.........~~

WOW...!

wow.... wOW.....WOW.....!!!

the dUdeS...!!

justin...... n the compas.......~

~black, panjang n korean~

ME.......vick.......me DATE.......~~ =P

me date n i.... pretty ler she.. ahhaha.. =D

me date... the mc, rudy??.... me

~PG 165 n i~

pose gila.... ahahha

well well well.. thats all kua... so sad ler.. dint get to take pics with the cfers. lemah eh u all.. ahaahah... sheesh... =(( kekee...

.............well well well..............

2005-03-07T00:52:00.001+08:00

its been a while.. atually... quite a while since i last posted anything. well.. been bz.. with many things.. hehe..the anticipated prom jz went by ..... did had wat they called the PPS..... pre-prom-syndrome.... hahaha.. lemah eh.. wat to do.. first time got date ler... hehe.. so sure a bit nervous wan lor.. =P *blushing* thank God it went ok.. she was so pretty.. too bad i dun have any photos jz yet... if not can show u all eh.. hehe.. paiseh.. step on her gown a few times.. hehee.. *sowie* the nite was cool... mc was great.. atmosphere... not too bad.. jz a lil ackward sometimes... hehe.. nvm.. =D well.. got interviewed... met new frens... wonderful experience lah...

some funny pic from prom.. look at the expression... wow....~ *speechless* haahaa...

well.. my life.. ups n downs.. ins n outs.. "yin n yang" oops... jz kidding.. ahahha.... so many thigns happend... thoughts rushed throught my mind.. been thinking alot.. have alwiz been thinking alot actually... hehe.. life is beautiful in a way... hearts need to be guarded... =) well.. see ya ppl... take care...

~signing outz~

yesterday = WOW....!!!!

2005-02-20T09:11:00.000+08:00

*PHEW* wat a dae yesterdae... first it was an early rise at 7+..... got to be in YAC for cleanup at 0830... boy it was fun... dust n webs... new arrangements.... thank God for the guals that came n help out.. u all ROX..!! clean n sweep..... dust n burn.... up n down... left n right... tiring.. but still fun..! =D

then we head down to medan for lunch........ we did went to medan... but..... all of us... 4 cars..... staed in our cars..... hahaha.. " eh go heritage lah...... got air con " ahahaha........ no one rejected..... right away.... we head to heritage...... the aircon.... heavenly.... all rushed to sit right in front of the "emitting cool-air machine" muahaha..... funny eh........ the topic of swimming came up during the cleanup..... u know the weather these daes.... u jz wanna dip into the pool n dun come out of it... it will be better if there are ice available.... ahah.... jz kd... was hesitant to join them.. ahaha.. nutting was confirmed... bek we went to our homes... for a rest... slept.... ZzzzZZzzzZzz

guess i gave in afterall... ahah.... decided to join themmm........ "forced" ahhaaha... if not the lulu twins got no transport.... lemah eh... well.. the bunch ----> louis, lucius, renee, grace, aaron, dayze... n me... u know wat... my trunks[is that how u spell it].. bought it like so many years ago... n this is the first time.... it touched pool water.... ahahahaah.... funny eh... wow... not bad .... the pool is nice... big...... n..... so many ppl go there to coupling coupling one... lebih eh.. aahaha... well.... tried to learn how to swim.... hmm.. still belum lagi... mission failed.. ahaha... well.. since dunno how to swim mah play water lor... there was a while in the pool where i got left alone.. *pouts* the others went to the deeper side.... boy was it lonely.... nutting to do.. trying to act like i can swim... but.. i felt like the time passed so slow.... where r the guys..? then left n right... ppl coupling.... yoh....!! thank God... saw renee swimming towards me.. then louis.. lucius.. n then the whole gang was with me again... then louis tried teachign me... show me how to swim... how to kick.... not easy eh... but well..all in all.. FUN....!!! ahaha.. theres gonna be a next trip.... maybe a weekly affair.. hehe.. cool eh....!! the mmucf swim team...... kekeek.........=D

after that... all hungry... went to makan at the dragon foodcourt in mlk raya... nice.. not many ppl then.. it was like 9 edi.. but the crowd was all next door... the fun fair...... gila banyak ppl... headed there for some games... kena con oni eh... hahah... we know we sure kena con edi one... coz it isnt easy to win prizes in such places.... ahaha... then came the deathly ride... gila man.... the ultimate spinner...... yoh...!! was so excited to take the ride.... once the whole gang sat in our sits.... no turning bek.... i was like... y we r doin this....?? lemah edi.. dayze was like.... "nutting wan ler" i was like "scared" ... grace gave that worried look..... once it started.......... boy was i screaming all the way........ tears came flowing... ahahhaaha...... then heard dayze shouting..." i wanna go down" the ride was like so long... yoh.. practically we were coming out of our sits.. not safe at all... yoh... gila man... wat a ride...!! worse then any ride in genting.... hahaah...

then.. wanted to watch movie in mp... but not much choices... n its kinda late.. so........... it was a bunk over at me place... the plan was the "butterfly effect"....... but the dvd had some errors... an jz wouldnt play.... so.. i suggested "the best bet"..... to me... its nice n really really funny... all the hokkien..... ahahhaah........ well... we laughed.......... nice show.... i like it.... hahaa... dun buy 4-D man.. "got buy, got win = nice, dun buy, dun win = nice, got buy,no win = %^#$%#%#!@#~
ahhaha... then we were all tired......... went to bed after the movie.... me alone in my room... 3 guys in the other room n 3 gals in the masterbedroom... they were laughing.. wonder wat they were doin.. yah.. i jz got news that the boys wanted to colgate me.. *phew* nutting happened... ehhee.... guesss i better get going.. time for church... ciaoz.. see ya ppl.. take care..... =P

~cny oh cny~

2005-02-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

wow..... cny hols.. over edi.. *haix* classes start tomorrow... lemah betul.... now pulak down with flu n sore throat..... yah.. n ulcer too..

well... went bek jb for two daes bfor comign bek to mlk [spent cny in mlk this year]
one nite went for dinner in some restaurant.. there was one ah-ma having dinner with her family..... the table behind ours.. this is wat i saw... ahha...

wow..! the way ah-ma sit... geng cao.. eheh.. my dad laughed man.. =P

was in muar for reunion dinner.. as usual.. the ladies did the cooking.. while the husbands n children lazed around waiting for dinner time.. well.. nutting to do..... my dad challenged one of my youngest cousin to a game of checkers... he is like only 5/6 years old?

well... guess wat i've found when i visited affryll at his home.. went there with deric , marky , aaron.... wow.. ! pictures... of affryll's earlier daes... hehe....

able to recognise who is in the pic? ahhaa....... =P

i guess most of us are still having tests eh...
exam stress----->>>

sleep it off man... it does help.. haha.. all the best ppl....

ciaoz for now... =D

blessed new year

2005-02-08T01:17:00.000+08:00

a blessed chinese new year to one n all

may the Lord grant u n ur family a joyous occasion filled with love n harmony

take care folks

~ciaoz~

some survey.....

2005-02-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

stupid survey follows --> “edited” [adding to auds……]

3 names you go by:
1. solomon
2. soly
3. a-men

3 screen names you have:
1. solycutema
2. soly
3. ???

3 things you like about yourself:
1. my God
2. my ability to sleep in almost any situation [so true]
3. anger reda very fast

3 things you hate/dislike about yourself:
1. emo oso fast…. Haix…!!
2. my ability to sleep in almost every situation [ahhaaaaaahaha……true true]
3. too much of a thinker?? Day dream I suppose…..

3 parts of your heritage:
1. Chinese
2. Hokkien 100%
3. Adam.. :P [I guess same kua.. right auds?]

3 things that scare you:
1. exams
2. ppl get angry
3. no food to eat?

3 of your everyday essentials:
1. handphone… yah… feel naked without it..
2. car??
3. streamyx….

3 things you're wearing right now:
1. pajamas
2. specs
3. err……not wearing anything else…..

3 new things you want to try in the next 12 months:
1. be a good boy
2. diet programme
3. sleep less

3 things you want in a relationship (Love is a given): can also lah… follow aud’s
1. God
2. me + God
3. her + God
( and they lived happily ever after~ awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww )

2 truths and a lie :
1. i measure 36 36 36
2. straight F’s in history
3. u r my number 99^th gf

all lies………..so wanna sue me too??

3 physical things of a love interest that would appeal:
1. God (you got a problem with that?)
2. good steward of money
3. a smile that would make my heart go lup dup…… lup………………………

3 things you just can't do:
1. stop eating
2. stop day dreaming of “the one”
3. put my toes on my nose n start jumping around on my hands?

3 of your favourite hobbies:
1. eat
2. sleep, n
3. be merry

3 things you want to do really badly right now:
1. sleep
2. sleep
3. sleep

3 careers you're considering:
1. sleeper….. Got ah this career?
2. food tester
3. a sleeping food tester?

3 places you want to go on vacation:
1. japan
2. aus
3. uk

3 kid names (boy/girl):
1. jack jack
2. tinklebell
3. shin chan…. [okok…… cant think of any right now…..*yawns*]

3 things you want to do before you die:
1. get married and have kids [ I meant with my wife lah]
2. fulfill me role as a human being
3. eat everything I want?

3 people who have to take this quiz now:
1. dayze
2. err…. louis
3. u got suggestions?

pic entries......... grins

2005-01-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

remember this?? muahahha.....
p/s: joash's hair?????

wonder how the froggie ever jumped so high?? on the gate........ my main iron grill... wow...!! above my waist ler... can jump so high??

introducing to u....... the gal with the longest name.... that i've known thus far.. miss deiseree estelle dernise daniel john jambun????? [im so dead]

[gal in centre = pink]

this is the fun part....... time to see who can be creative enuff to put in a dialoge for the guy in this pic... wonder wat is he doin?? beats me..... [tag board]

i guess thats all for the time being.. enuff pics to get myself into deep deep trouble... ahahhaa..... =P

new yahoo! id

2005-01-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

well... me stupidly got hacked by some "ppl" ... stupid......@%^&**!##$
so guys/gals/frens/aunty/uncle/a-po/a-kong/meow-meow/roof-roof.....
pls DELETE my old yahoo account, solycutema from ur list..... and add soly_cutema.....
thanx ppl.. appreciate it.. ciaoz for now..

p/s: no news bout lappy though.. *haix*

WHERE????

2005-01-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

WHERE IS MY LAPTOP ???

PLS GIVE ME BEK...

I CANT FIND IT...

HELP....!!

soly = pig = eat & sleep = fat

2005-01-14T10:12:00.000+08:00

*haix......* missed classes again.. coz dun wan wake up.. ish ish ish... can someone pls whack me on the head n wake me up??? =D life is cool... been lepaking around... going bek jb this evening.. gonna have maths test 1 this wed.. [not yet start studying] hmm.... hhehe... better get going.. if not will be late for the next class.. see ya ppl... take care....!

~sleepy~

2005-01-11T08:39:00.000+08:00

i still lack of sleep...... lemah-eh...... ish ish ish..... so lazy to go classes..... but gonna have tests soon... *shakes head* ciaoz for now... =P

~awesome works of the almighty GOD~

2005-01-08T03:03:00.000+08:00

it has come to an end....... the NOC III- a time to love...... GOd indeed had done a great job... without His constant support n blessings... i guess it won't work out...

been kinda tired... yet hyper over wat had happened... being told that the hall was jam packed with ppl even bfor the play starts got me real nervous.... tension man... thank GOD for all the prayers.. thankz guys for praying for me.... really appreciate it..

actually... this marks a new beginning for all of us... time to water the seeds planted yeah?? hmm... lets do something remarkable for HIM.... let's shine in every nook n corner of the campus.... n let not darkness prevail.... interfaith forum is jz around the corner... really glad that another opportunity has arrived....

kinda tired n sleepy... will update on a later date n time.... take care ppl.... luv ya lots... =D

its getting nearer... pressure

2005-01-02T02:36:00.000+08:00

well well well.. it was a few months ago when all things got started... now.. its like 4 more daes to go... 4 daes till the nite.. the ultimate "pressure cooker" nite... practices are still going on.. u know wat.. when im emo....... i act better... hmm.. so how ah? shld i be all emoed up? but... not good also..ahah .. im crapping.... better have some rest.. yo peeps... lazy to update these daes.. sorry... will try ler... take care.. remember... sleep is good...!!

~wishes~

2004-12-23T08:39:00.000+08:00

~ a blessed

merry christmas to all ~

hohoho........!!

p/s: dun forget my gifts.... hehe.. thanx..!! =P

who am i?

2004-12-18T18:32:00.000+08:00

not bcos of who i am
but bcos of what u've done
not bcos of wat i've done
but bcos of who u r

well.. practices have been goin on for daes.. a week of practices is almost coming to an end.. *phew*
the times i got emo n stuff.. sheesh... super duper tiring... really really almost burning out... thank God for the strength... thank u guys for the prayers... well.. let's do it man.. in the end... we shall shout "terima kasih" [keromok version].. heheh.... see ya ppl at practices to come.. =D

isit too late to back out.....

2004-12-16T19:04:00.000+08:00

i know it's not possible.. but.. haix.... m not up to the expectations... ppl's expectations.... my own expectations... haix... m super duper tired..

heyz...

2004-12-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

well well well... jz wanna sae hi to all... its been a while since i last post n entry.... hehe.. paiseh.. bz... eating n sleeping... =D NOC III practices has begun.. stress... tensions.. conflicts (not yet)... ehe... not easy... but... one thing which gave me a big relief.... seriously..... thank God for my results... hehe.. although its merely borderline passes... but still... i passed...!! eehe... thank God... *phew*
was so nervous when i heard the results are out over lunch.... was pacnicking... hehe.. but... hehe.. all was well.... guess..... GCN rox..!! 100% passes... aahhaaha... well.. time to sleep.... its gonna be a long dae tomolo.... take care ppl.. drink more water n get enuff sleep... remember.. no ice water n chili as well as fried oily food.... [fingers crossed] seriously.. less intake of such food can really help u along this week.... till the dae comes.. =P

jz wanna be in the christmas mood.. hehe...

finally.. it's over!! PHEW

2004-11-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

wow... wat a relief.. felt jz okok right after finish exams.. still having that "hangover" from exams.. but thank God its done... bluek... puiit... plit plak..*wash hands* ok...

well... got to clear up the fridge todae coz fridgy gonna go bek jb... sad sad... [nvm... gonna get new fridge though....] hehe.. did lasagna again.... this time.. i bought some aluminium bowl/tray thingy... it makes things so much easier... wanted to buy beef.. minced beef... but dun have todae.. used minced chicken instead... so went bek home.... started preparing.. dayze n renee helped me... (they were watching oprah/mtv/channel [v]) enjoying themselves while helping me?? ahaha.. its kinda nice.... felt that it was indeed an accomplishment.... did twice.. first one was okok.. but the sec one turned out so nice.. dunno how to describe though... well... dunno whether can post pics not.... shall try later... hehe.. thank God for my mummy for giving me a big big oven.... hehe.. can bake cake one.. [i think] happy happy...!! then off we went lasagna delivery to bkt beruang.. janet's "ex-place"..... sob sob... she left mlk edi..[for good] in kl now... aiseh.. nvm... can alwiz come bek n visit us kayz.... ehhe...

well.. thats kinda bout it.. came bek.. was chatting with peaky... then mum called... went downstairs.. checked some stuffs.. went to the sofa .. lied down n slept... hehhee.. paiseh.. chat half way... hehe... sorry ah... =P

p/s: gtg now for ikan bakar... marky's treat.... 20 years of cau-cuiness? ahah...

i think i managed to upload photos dee.... testing testing...

hmm.... my fishes...all dead.. *sigh*
named huwey, duwey, louis, lucius, kiki, juju, kenny, ding, dong n bell.

a gift for my burfdae... taz bolster... hmmm.. notty notty... !!

ahhaa... its been a while.. pics form sushi king... dayze belanjaed ed n me.. ahah.. see how ed enjoys his meal...=P

ladies n gentlemen. presenting to you... sushi king's fried chick... dayze luv it so much that she ordered two.. sheesh... eating fried chick in sushi king???

cuteness~ eeyore n piggy [frens 4eva] gifts from poh yee n beckyz

todae's lasagna.... eaten by dayze n renee dee... nice?

previous attempt!

to pass the sem, be at sam's [gcn study group] wats justin doin?? hahaa...

concentrating hard or was it jz a post?

aiks... apa ni? hmm... [soly not notty]

one more~

2004-11-25T20:52:00.000+08:00

in 12 hours time.... its the last paper im gonna sit for now.... hang in there!!!! (telling myself) u know.. right now.. the hope that im gonna do well for this paper is like NIL.... hope to even pass the paper is so uncertain.... *sigh* wat to do.... alwiz procrastinate... alwiz last minute.. n im still blogging here... sheesh... Lord have mercy!! cant wait to be bek though.... new house... YAHOO...!!
ciaoz for now...!! see ya ppl.. take care..

p/s anyone in jb this week sundae till tuesdae?? free?? come help me shift house?? buzz me..!! thanx.

the urgency has risen...!!!

2004-11-24T16:29:00.000+08:00

raining elephants n giraffes now.. i guess it did calmed me down a lil.. GOd help me..!! need ur grace n mercy... i need to pass this sem... cant afford to fail any n face supplementary.... too much worries for NOC edi.... im so worried i might jz snap...... oh God...!!

kegilaan maksimum~

2004-11-23T13:57:00.000+08:00

sheesh... kini masa genting! peperiksaan belm bermula lagi... sudah ada yang telah selesai menempuri "perang pengetahuan"... aarrggghh...!!! memaksa diri sendiri untuk mengulangkaji bukan sesuatu yang menyenangkan... bm saya sudah kaput gila!! tak tahu nak tulis apa...!! selamat tinggal....

~cheese-o-phobia~

2004-11-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

is there such word? hahaaha.... well.. overodose of cheese for the past two daes... made lasagna (2 daes) n sphagetti.... yesterdae... on the menu todae was special corn beef popiah by dayze.... not bad not bad.... crucnhy... jz a lil bit salty... my bad my bad... well.. super full.. super sleepy..

unproductive dae todae... studied like a lil bit oni.. got to run some errands.... so spent the whole afternoon driving from one place to another... sheesh... thanx dayze for temanin me..

well.. think i better get off my com.. [something ridiculous to do] hehe..see ya peeps... ciaoz!

~kemabukan~

2004-11-15T02:47:00.000+08:00

err... a drunk man walk sideways..... so.. a drunk crab shall walk straight... hahha... imagine that....!! =D

the menu of a restaurant in tampin:

kangkung sambal belacang
fried onione bean curd
[classic - only one piece of beancurd will be served??]
kali powder pork

a bunch of us went tampin for a church service.. followed pastor j there.. went to a restaurant for dinner.. couldnt stop lauging at the menu... ahhaha.. =D funny sial...!!

something nice??

2004-11-14T14:11:00.000+08:00

well.. recent posts werent that "heart warming" i shld sae... hmm.. sorry bout that.. kinda still feeling weird weird though.. but things r going on quite "fine". a trip to kl-ang was fun. staed over at aaron's . had the eva well-known pork bone tea.. evryone's jz talking bout it but dint have the chance to try it out.. but that dae.. i think around 15 of us went for tanjung pulai bak kut teh... nice nice.. hehe.. evrything was kinda cool n all... driving around.. not to bad.. did get lost though.. on the way bek.. after sending grace bek to her home in puchong.. got lost in her taman itself for like 10 minutes? finally got out after that... then got lost on the highway... was supposed to make a turn... but ended up in dengkil i think.. n suddenly from a highway it became a trunk road.. hmm. weird.. then vj said," hey!! i remember this place. mark got lost here the other time too!!" ahha.. ok.. so we turned bek... dayze was like sleeping the whole journey.. suddenly she woke up...."where r we?" aaron went.. "go bek to sleep...." hehe.. we were lost that time.. some sungai place edi... haahaha.. finnaly got bek right on track.. saw the jb highway sign.. n was all the way bek to mlk.. quite a heavy traffic too...

im incredicutema....... hahhaahaha.........!! okok.. went to watch the incredibles yesterdae.. 12 of us.. had fun.. haha.. was funny.. evem before the movie started... dayze went," shut up lah mark." ahaha.. funny sial... after movies was charsiewfan... then its bek home...

church todae.. couldnt wake up on time... missed the bus.. so mah drive lor.. [no petrol dee, no money pump] nvm.. on the way bek saw an accident... kesian the ppl... malays.. first day raya.. rain.. accident... aiyoh.. of all days... it jz had to happen todae ah.. well.. got to becareful evrytime... =D

klah.. DAYZE.....!! I UPDATED! =P

~~pressures' sure rising__!!

2004-11-11T03:30:00.000+08:00

y Lord m i confused?
issit the left or the right?
at times i feel being used
where things dun seem really that bright

i jz dun understand wat he wants
one day this, another day that
issit so hard to be upfront?
being all round n fat

giving up is not wat i chose
for encouragement is the thing i need
this so called poetic writing shall come to a close
as i'm really tired indeed.

*sigh*

``````with a heavy heart_____

2004-11-10T01:59:00.000+08:00

practices in the day
cf at night
burn out bcos of the play
to find rest, i step into the light

a heavy heart as i sang
to you Lord, take me as i am
where inside's hurting so much
as i really need your special touch

Lord i pray n i cry
to take away my pride
for everything that i try
i take it in my own stride

i know it will never work out
for at times i will give up
and when i start to shout
i do fail to look up

oh Lord!! help me!!
for i'm weak but thou art strong
"come to me, my child. come to me.
find rest in me n i'll make u strong."

*sigh* im not good in writting... jz something to fill the page.. well.. guess.. im still a lil "emo" from previous post... but things are going to change now.. i think ive found the answers.. [answers have been alwiz there] jz that its hard... well.. nvm bout me.. thanx ppl for ur concern... appreciate it..!! =]

~never play with my EMOtions~

2004-11-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

u wont know when u r going to hit that sensitive button.. not even myself.. it isnt easy.. i know this sounds stoopid.. but it's reality.. i may be so called "fun" to be with all the time.. (i think) but once that nerve wrecking side of me, being unleashed.. im so sorry.. im sorry that i jz had to let it out.. patient i may be.. there's alwiz a limit to it.. nvr ever go overboard.. im a human after all.. i sucked... soly sucked...!!
NAH....!!
"%^&#~!@&*$^%@#"

sch sux??

2004-11-08T02:34:00.000+08:00

new layout.... sch sux!! ahhaha.. err.. was browsing through blogskins.. found this.. not bad though... kinda "funny"

hehe.. well.. jz wanna try out new layout... was kinda bored with my previous...hmm.. not bad lah ah? nice not ah? give comments k.. if not nice then i change.. take care ppl..

p/s: posted some pics on previous post[deleted] stoooopid sony photo album cannot work one.. !!! duno wat online photo album to use.... any suggestions ne one??

in HIs time

2004-11-01T01:30:00.000+08:00

so many things have happened.... it's nothing.. i really dun want to tok bout it.. SIGH!!
do u really want to know?
but i told u u wouldnt understand?
its bout....... nevermind.....

im fine... really... u trust me? im FINe...!! so fine...

duh.. hey ppl.. im ok... =D jz trying to get into my mr ryan/joshua role... not easy for me.. im trying though.. with the funny stern macho intonations... jz not me ah?

jz came bek from jb todae.. not a bad trip home.. was a lil scared though.. coz mark was the one driving 4 of us bek.. if u guys know wat i mean....... hehe.. no offence mark!!
glad to know that one of my aunt (mom's side) accepted Christ few weeks ago.. they (aunt n unc) have been non-christians since the dae i was born till now.. thank God my parents brought them to a hokkien evangelistic meeting.. organised by my church.. the speaker was pastor Mark from sg.. so glad to see them.. visited them at my aunts shop.. this is one of the prayers my family has been praying.. n after so many years.. God started to answer them one by one.. i really hold on to God's promises.. if we r faithful.. God will indeed bless us by answering our prayers.. indeed it isnt an overnite thing.. it took years.. this is one really happy thing for me.. n this isnt the first time... thank God.. =D got to cont praying as there are still other relatives that have not been saved yet.. in His timing i guess... =P

yah.. its been a while since i updated.. been lazy.. been getting fat.. real fat n round n slow n gasping for breath all the time n pants cannot fit in anymore n eating so much summore..... HOW?? camlah.. need to go down ler.. bluek...!! so hard ah.. ish ish ish..

all i do is eat n sleep eat n sleep.. then go toilet.. then eat n sleep again...... hehehe..... not bad right? yah.. crazy.... *yawns* think i need to sleep now... see ya ppl... nite nite..

tension-nye.~

2004-10-21T01:48:00.000+08:00

aiyoh.. midterms.. tension.. belum buat persiapan lagi... susah susah..... analog comm.
tak tahulah.. baca saja.. buat saja.. macam inilah... *setengah mati* ish ish ish...

~1st mission trip 2 the orang asli settlement~

2004-10-18T01:28:00.000+08:00

it was indeed a wonderful experience... the journey.. the people.. the food.. the environment... hmm.. a great blend of sights, sounds & smell... ehehe.. well... one main thing i realised.. we r so so so fortunate.. really.. u wont want to be there.. i mean.. as in living in that condition for a long time.. but im glad for that wonderful experience.. thank God for humble servants that r willing to serve the unreach ppl there.. going through jungles, rough terrains, rubber plantations & oil palm estates.. "God.... cont' to bless ur ppl in Kg. Jus as well as the orang asli living on gunung ledang. Amen"

here are some pics...

the kids r jz super active.. follow us wherever we went.

mari mari... jangan takut.

"dun shy shy lah..."

high 10??

cute? mischievious i would sae...

active? ahaha... bunch of "monkeys" that loves louis... serious..!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Kg. Jus.. my car nice n clean~~

hmm... tyre got stuck in puddle of mud... tryes spinned.. mud splattered all over the car....

thank God all was well... able to maneuver it out.... but car still got dirty n all.. but.. great experience i would say.. =P

GREAT~AWESOME~TIRING

hmmm... pics??

2004-10-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

a scenery in front of my house... nice not? eehhe.. termasuk tong sampah pulak.. paiseh..!! =P

since the vcd of NOC II has been out for SALES... hmm... belle drew mr smee on ym doodle..

kinda cute hoh? ahahaha.. a bit fat also.. hehehe..paiseh nye.. well..thank God the VCD is finally out.. =P

nice pic??

2004-10-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

drew this with belle on ym doodle.. kinda fun hoh?? hehhe.. =P

~frog oh frog~

2004-10-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

y ler mr. froggie? y stuck there whole day? my house wall very nice meh?
hmm... *scratches head*
the froggie has been there since last nite... like more than 24 hours ago??
think i better shoo it out bfor it dies there.. heehee... =P

well.. cf was fun.. rev. sung was cool... he has this special thing which i admire.. the way he speaks... he is good at rhyming his phrases.... several things he saed really got into me ler.. u know... normal normal stuffs that we take for granted.. we study so much of other things.. but y dun wan study the bible which has all truths in it?? hmm... feeling guilty hoh? well... got to learn to be consistent... yah.. another thing.. the other dae.. reading Rach's blog.. n weeliem was telling her bout being faithful? that struck me too.. hmm... so many things.. God is trying to tell me... hope i really take heed.... ciaoz ppl... =D

yay~~ate sushi with miss nice janet... she belanja me.... hahaha...

2004-10-11T06:24:00.000+08:00

i dint force her ler.... as she claimed.... "soly forced me to treat him sushi king... now i am down with fever liao.... :(("

ish ish ish... but we had fun right?? muaahaha....

p/s: the title of this post is the status she put on my ym. tsk tsk tsk...

dayze ask me to fill in the survey..!! so i did..

2004-10-06T01:09:00.001+08:00

soly...!!! go hide urself in the closet....!!

2004-10-05T11:22:00.000+08:00

*phew*

after the previous post.. my blog seems to attract more hits then usual...haahha.. thanx to the j-duo... but well.. im gonna get it big this time.. boohoohoo.....!! the j-duo gonna sabo me kao kao...
*raised eyebrow*
~BUT~
wat things can they say to sabo me??
wat things can they do to sabo me?
joash had warned me bout wat they r gonna do to me...
[like wat they did to aaron in dayze's blog]
muahaha.... can i sae that im not the least scared??
@perhaps@
i memang got no saham edi.. so no need scared saham jatuh mendadak like aaron...
hehee....!!

im so gonna look forward to tonight's cf.. im so geared up.... to havu "FUN"....
muahahaha...(super evil laffter)
n maybe after cf.... ill juz run bek home n hide......
lalalalallaa....!!
so ppl... come tonite yah.. !!

see.. the prez had summoned u to come....!! blek.....

here are some pics from home... cute cute lil "babies"

see the eyes? super BIG...

ooooh.......!! hot...couple??

2004-09-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

err... jz trying out putting pics online.. thanx to dayze.. =P

[can't think of the right one]

2004-09-28T01:09:00.000+08:00

erm.. so many things had happened... good ones.. bad ones...

well... jz cant run away ah??

discovered something... i very blurr these daes... dunno y... really blurr.. hmm.. m i over stressing myself? i wonder... go to wrong places... my mind is going at a slower processing rate... n sometimes not me blurr wan lor.. is ppl make me blurr... dunno wat they toking... not blurr but tok to me until i blurr.. =P

*listening to a song* sonicflood - Holy N Annointed 1

Jesus, Jesus
Holy and anointed One, Jesus
Jesus, Jesus
Risen and exalted One, Jesus

Your name is like honey on my lips
Your Spirit like water to my soul
Your Word is a lamp unto my feet
Jesus, I love You, I love You

if im not mistaken... i first heard this song in singapore, when i visited City Harvest Church.. great song... so sweet, so refreshing, so bright? hahah... wonderful... jz wonderful...

the wonders of our Lord... no one can fathom.... He is jz so GREAT....!!

God oh God...!! *muaks*

taken for granted~~

2004-09-22T16:55:00.000+08:00

frens have been good... great.... n some awesome... !! but there are those that take u for granted...!! but why?
some frens tell me not to be so kind-hearted...
some frens tell me not to be so "good-guy"...
some frens tell me not to be so nice...
some frens tell me to learn how to say NO...

*SIGH*~ BUT~

i jz cant...
i'll feel guilty if i say it...
i'll feel uneasy if i'm not able to help....
i'll feel weird when i meet the person face to face...

*SIGH* ~WHY~

the worst thing... if i'm in a not good mood... evryone knows from my expression... then they'll start questioning... then my heart will melt... and the not so good feeling jz slips away.....

thank you guys/gals... [u know u who] p\s:stoooopid english~heck....!

weird dreams~~~

2004-09-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.....

a series of weird weird dreams... mind u... not wet dreams but WEIRD DREAMS.....it started after mlk camp 2004..... [since i started noticing it]

~the first i could remember~

setting.... weird combination of HCC + the dorms opposite the sungai duyong ikan bakar shop... the japanese came for second invasion....[told u its weird]
can hear guns shooting.... see jap soldiers walking around... so scared... hiding in the dorms.. n one person i remember in the dream was justin... he was wearing his blue jersey...
hmm...

~~the second i could remember~~

jz yesterdae i think... mixture of events..... THE SITUATION IM GOING THROUGH .... yah.. dreamt of so many "happening stuffs" frens... relationship... dreamt of my thoughts.....as in wat i think is going around here... having crazy settings... as in the place....
hmm...

these are those that i remember super clearly... especially the jap one.. crazy lah that one... got some others.... but cannot remember...

hmm.....

~every new dae~

2004-09-20T01:46:00.000+08:00

its the new sem again... time to get bz again... i guess this time round... things r starting on a smooth side.. thank GOd... really...!!

jz wanna sae that i really had a nice hols... went sg 3 times... YAY....!! so happy... last time was like.. once evry sem break was like woah...!! now is like 3 times?? ehhe... yah.. had fun .. lots of it.. CK came over....all the way from the land of bakuteh.... klang.. really anjoyed his company.. the "heart to heart" talks we had evry nite bfor we sleep.. haaha.. i guess should be secrets sharing session.... ahah..

printing notes now... hehe... alwiz eager to print notes bfor sem starts.... after a while, the spirit jz dies off.. hahaha.. klah.. gtg now.. early class tomolo... see ya ppl.. take care... God bless...!!

~aiyoh~

2004-09-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

hmm... the title saes it all...

plain lazy at home.... mummy ask to help tidy some stuffs... [coz shifting house] hehe.. dint do ....YET..!! *notty me* todae was like slept the whole afternoon after reading a few pages of "The Heavenly Man". nice book... woke up around 6... ran down.. saw mum in kitchen.. klor... go help her... yay..!! i helped her cook again... can sae i did all the cooking todae... not bad though.. hahhah.... :P

was supposed to blog like a couple of daes ago... "promised" renee to write something.. ehehe...but i dint.. coz... err.. lazy? *bish bash*

an account of wat happened yesterdae?

went movies with deric, ee chia n ie yeong(ee chia's lil bro) guess wat we watched? the ever famous malay cerita dongeng~puteri gunung tahan~ oopz... ledang i mean... hmm... bout that movie.. cannot sae very nice... cannot sae its a lousy movie... not bad lah... funny... need to close an eye to watch it.. as in.. dun judge it to logically... [am i making sense ah?] keeke... bfor all that happened... i went to the jaya jusco in permas jaya for the first time.. yay..!! went to pj... picked up eechia from her new place.. [i went to the wrong apartment-so embarassing] this was wat happened:

me: kawan tinggal sini. boleh masuk ah?
guard: unit apa?
me: tak tahu lah. [taking out hp]
guard: sudah tinggal sini ah?
me: ya.....
guard: tapi sini belum ada orang tinggal wor....
me: ?????

later found out that eechia was staying behind that new apartments... gosh... !! deric's directions... hahaa.. [not his fault] jz wanna kacau him... then off to pick deric up... ok.. i got lost again...!! i think this time it was deric's fault... hahahaa... but nvm.. finally got to his place.. headed straight for jj.. nice place... not bad... walk round n round.. repaired my specs.... err.. went to tower records.. then the hunt for colorful toothbrush cover with suction caps.. eechia love it so much... she so sad when found out they dun have it there.. then decided to have dinner at pondok pizza... wow... theres one waiter there.... *phew*.. loves deric... muhahahaa.......... his pr with deric super the geng cao.. ehehe.. ask deric for further details... kekeke..

after dinner, headed to eechia's place... pick up his bro... this lil bro... he can really talk.. deric n i were entertained all the way... listening to the lil bro kacauing the big sis.. [he is taller than eechia] funnyler.. haha.. cute "couple" by the way.. he is in sec1..

after the movies we headed for some famous malay bubur.. `BUBUR NASI ISTIMEWA NO.1` thats the name... yah.. hmm.. not bad.. jz that its the exact copy of our chinese plain porridge... with salted eggs.. ikan bilis fried with onions.... sambal kangkung.. peanuts.... n "cai po"... nice nice.. not bad... hehe.. then off i send them bek to pj..... it was like 1++ am... great time.. haha.. funny... thinking back.. ylah watch a malay movie.. ?? haaha....

p/s: i posted something... *phew*

its all over............. nah............ not really....!!

2004-08-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

hmm....... all gone down... except the "stoooooooooopid" paper on saturdae nite... nvm... its me chance to do well for it.... hehee... jz hope that the past few papers im able to pass them.. dun have a good feeling bout them... u know when u come out from the exam hall.... n ur frens start discussing... n u jz tag along... listening to them.. sometimes it kinda put u down.. or isit most of the time.... (4flat frens - me 2flat guy) =P well.. i've kinda made myself realised that no point thinking wat happen bek there... its gone.... nothing can be done bout it... hehe.. except like wat happen to engine maths 3.... lalalalalala........!!! quoting from gracey's ym status...."i don't care how was it... all i know it had became History... all i know is that it's Finally over.... " hehe... kinda like it... haha...

study study study.... practice practice practice.... non-homogenous.... this exponent that.. integrate this differentiate that..... hehee... not easy not easy...!!! take care ppl....

p/s: jz cant wait for the mlk camp..... its camerons.... strawberrry ice cream.... T-cafe.... chicken rice.... maybe purple cauliflower.... hmm.....??!!

YAYNESS.....!!

2004-08-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

hehe...... im happy coz i have to retake engine maths III.......hehe.... crazy edi hoh me.... haha.... i did badly in the first ler..... but GOD granted me sec chance... hehee.... thank u LORD...!! *muaks*

hahaha.... well.... jz hope i study harder.... study study study...!! lalaaaallaa........!! take care ppl... luv u all...!!

its been a while......... dilemma...!!

2004-08-18T01:51:00.000+08:00

hmm.... sorry for not blogging here... kinda bz..... one stooooooopid thing is my tagboard doesnt work..... dunno wat happen..!! sien man...!! sorry for those that wanna tag..... i know when u clicked on, post it will bring u to another site (go-quiz) *sigh* anyone knows y?? its flooble im using currently.....

well.... exams do suck....!!! hmm... still have to do anyway... jz hope that engine maths3 will be resitted again.... coz of soalan bocor n stuff... hehee.... i dunno how to do summore.... the fact is i dint get a single tip at all... no fair no fair... so must retake the paper.. muahahaa...!!!! *ppl cursing at the bek* =P after come out from exam oni heard frens toking bout the tips... wat the heck man....!! if no resit... i guess it will be a supp.... unless ... hehe.... miracle...!! *fingers crossed* miracle does happen wat..!!

i think its time to go bek to the books kua..... see ya ppl... take care.. all the best !! God bless!!

p/s: yah......dilemma... i wonder y i put that oso??? *scratches head*

feeling a lil' bit sick.... =D

2004-08-04T03:36:00.000+08:00

hmm.. kinda feeling a lil' sick since i came bek from kukup... wonder wat was it.... headache.. or better to sae... "heavy head" the pain comes n go as it pleases... when i cough i feel the pain.. when i shampoo my hair i feel the pain... hmm.. its been 3 daes?? nvm.. shall eat some panadol later.... see whether will my head be better then.... *praying*

had a great time in cf.... err... not exactly great... but.. nice n wonderful sharing from mr. raj (vijay's brother) shared on PEACE...!! learnt a thing or two... really encouraged me... the verse that strike me was almost at the end of the sharing...when he came to the verse...

2 Timothy 2:22- where it saes..... "Flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith , love, and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart."

it really made me think... make me reflect back... hmm.... so true... well.. GOD...!! help me... i entrust my life into Ur hands... may U LOrd take charge of my life... Amen..!!

well.. its the time of the year again where finals r jz there... there as in HERE..!! crappy... but.... PEACE... "comelah... scared ah..!!" hehe.. that was wat i learnt from cf too.. no need worry bout exam... its alwiz there... like it or not... jz got to face it... so... y worry.. jz study n go for exam... the rest is in God's hands... so... hehe.. like that lah.. haha... okok.. i know.. im a lil crappy edi... shall stop here... take care ppl.... see ya.. God bless.... =P

~tired~

2004-08-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

yah tired... got bek from KUKUP "fishing village"..... not in my soundmind to blog now.. need zzZzzZZZzzz.... =P take care ppl... u guals rox.....!! *yawns*

after so long..... =P

2004-07-29T02:18:00.000+08:00

heyz.. havent been updating this place for a while.. hope things are fine with u ppl.. thanx for visiting my blog...

life looks fine these daes.... but.. still there r certain things going on which can really bring us down.. *sigh* well.. HIS GRACE is my onli source of hope....!!

so many things happened the past week.... time flies really really fast.... convo... presentation..... pasar malam.... feels like i havent accomplished much.... and finals is jz around the corner.. like in two weeks time?? crappyler....

hmm... new color... hope this will bring me new hope?? haahha... guess im crapping edi... yah... havent had proper sleep/rest this few weeks?? yah... had a crazy trip up kl the other dae... first time driving up there.. equipped with TWO MAPS.... our destination kelana jaya LRT station. missed the first turning into damansara toll.... dint know it was way before we reach kl...... tot it was in kl itself.... then nvm.... had another alternative... went all the way to sungai besi toll... then looked out for tmn desa waterpark... yah... found it... its there... there... on the left... but...but... wheres the turning??? SH**....!! missed it again.... lalalalalallalalaa.....!!! FINE....!! with two klang guys in my car... we started a journey of "i think this should be the way". target now... the federal highway. joash was pretty confident... so.. well... new experience... first time in kl... get lost... kinda fun....!!

thank God we finally reach our destination..... it was around 6++ pm... we left mlk around bfor 4pm?? the time taken going around kl was crazy.... i guess we could have even drove past masjed jamek (where the "conference" was : our reason for going kl) but nah.. went round n round..... did some sudden swirves... ahhaha... coz kl roads.... *sigh* suddenly a divider comes into sight.. then i will go... "so now how??!! oi....!!!! how??? where?? left?? right??!! OI...!!"

but still had fun lah... meeting the cyberians... cool....!! the meeting was cool..... ming tien was great... lots of food...!! YAY...!! our table ... C31 izit?? so much food... n i was the only guy there... woohoo..!!! bahagia ler....!!! hahaha..... =P yah... had a stooooooooopid stop at one SHELL PETROL Station.... super pissed off.... n i drove off leaving my "tank cover" there... luckily noticed it way before we sped off into the highway.. we were oledi on the way bek to mlk..!!

p/s: something crappy happened todae.... in EMG class... the lectuer recognice me.... NO>>..!! "SOLOMON.... wat r u doin? wheres ur question?" i was like... WAT?? call me by name summore... i was so sleepy then... he woke me up big time man... crappy...

ciaoz... =P

~lighting up the nation~

2004-07-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

hey hey..... todaes' the starting of...

~LIGHTING UP THE NATION: 40 DAES OF PRAYER N FAST~

hehe... did lots of prayer... but, hehehe.. u know lah.. fasting ah...?? hahaha... ended up in mc d after the LXI meeting.. muahahah... paiseh paiseh...!! =P

had fun during the prayer meets... really glad that the alphas are joining us in the meetings.. the alphas really rocked...!! n they still rox...!! =D keep up the good works guals... u all really had blessed my life..!! one way or another... it isnt easy to fast... i admit... but... when we r able to meet together... to fast as a group... it was way kewl...!! hahah..

the topic todae was more of a personal thingy... how sometimes we really feel dry n u know... away from God... really glad to know that God is alwiz there to fill that emptiness n to quench the dry dry n deep deep well in our lives... Yay..!!

kinda tired now... slept oni like 4 hours?? nvm.. still can hang on , i hope.. got to go cg later too... got bible study.... led by aaron(alpha)..... woohoo....!! cool ah.. alpha these daes r way cooler... haha... no offence guys.. !! well.. take care ppl.. ROCK ON..!!

3 beauties n a bike = roxX2demax..!!

2004-07-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

pg 165 is indeed de best....!!!!!

cant believe that i screamed n screamed... (seriously screaming my lungs out) dint even care the ppl around me... maybe coz they were screaming too... ahaha...!! =P

had a really fun time in that cool mitc ballroom... music can considered nice, but not the singing part.. coz the vocalists really sux big time.. they werent even singing.. they were squealing...!! most of the time out of tune... but not for our BEST VOCALIST: JASON TEOH . HE ROCKED..!! i like the "apa khabar semua..?" BEST DRUMMER: VIJAY RAJ . a total rocking show of swift drum rolls.....!! BEST ORIGINAL COMPOSED SONG: WINGS OF GLORY . another wonderful instrumental song...!! the ultimate reward

1st RUNNER UP . woohoo...!!!

it doest stop there... the song they sung was a christian song.....!! i was like... WOW>..!! cool...!! great... jz great...!! =)

had the priviledge of hosting 3 beautiful ladies all the way from the land of porkless cyberjaya... =) gre8t ppl i should sae.... pity them though... oni got to sleep less than 3 hours.. then have to rush bek for church service... hahah... i even forced them to wake up at 6am.. (weeliem coming at 7am to pick them up) "knock..knock..!!" mich woke up.. i was like.. thank God ... someone heard me... (bfor that i tried miscalling becca's hp, not a single movement from her. rach did gave a slight response) i went bek to my room.. played a game of gunbound... then went to check on them again.. oh no..!! all 3 were still sleeping... zzZzZZzzz...!! i was feeling a bit guilty though... waking them up from their sleep... but i had no choice. thought of another way to wake them up... went bek to my room... got hold of my alarm clock... wound it to make it ring...!!

bfor i could ring their dreams off... saw mich woke up n swung the door wide open.. YAY..!! thank God..!!

i told myself... soly.. cannot sleep... need to be awake... coz if i fall asleep... there goes sundae service for me... was resposible for the new bus summore.. need to give directions.... went downstairs watch tv... mich then came down... all ready... dressed for church.. "they wake up edi?", i asked... "mich:err.. still sleeping..." hahah.... ok..!! after a while heard some noises upstairs.. ok.. somebody woke up liao... then mich requested for milo... ok... made some for her... hehe.. after drinking that.. she fell asleep on the sofa.. ahhaa.. came beckyz then rach....!! beckyz especially.. her eyes cant even open... ahah... they looked so tired... the mtvs on astro accompanied them till weeliem came at 830?? by then.. i was already dozing off on the sofa... woke up then sent them off.. byez... take care ppl.. great having u ppl over.. alwiz welcome anytime..!!

okok... err... yah... it really rocked... thank God wasnt late for the appointment with the uncle bus... yay...!! great lunch in church too... going off now.... bye...!! =P

this is kinda kewl....

2004-07-17T03:34:00.000+08:00

jz a great dae todae....
err.. maybe coz i did went for my classes..
done some chores....
cleaned house...
had a fruitful script writers' meeting....
end with 3 hours of great badminton games...
*leg muscles aching.... oUcH...!!*

this new.... wat u call it... err... this page... or this posting section is kinda upgraded edi ah..... heeehe.... good good.... more things to play... kakakka....!!

tiring dae too... woke up 8:15am...went tut at 9am.. oni found out that no more attendance will be taken... DARN IT...! should have jz zZZZzZzzZZz.......... went makan dim sum alone... at first... aahah... then along came poly... eh... nono.. not poly.... its CK n GENE... ahaahah... joined me for breakfast... then found out that i need to attend PTPTn briefing at 11am.. went to photostat documents.. reached main hall... crappy... full house...

suddenly.......... it rained heavily.... allalalallalaa....... =P dunnno wat to sae.....! stucked there.... stupid lah the briefing... dunnno for wat......... ookok....

*yawns...* tired tired....... need to sleep edi...... ciaoz.. *yawns again....*

all down... YAY..!!

2004-07-15T10:19:00.000+08:00

okok... veli happy... hahahahah... okok.. shall cut the crap..

byez. =P

lalalalalalalalalalalaa......!!!

2 down.... 1 more to go... =P

2004-07-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

heys... 2 papers gone down... left one more.. engineering maths III... got to pass it man.. if not im gonna sae bye bye to that subject... know y? was being summoned by my lecturer... "if u dun do well for this test, im gonna barr u from the finals...!!!" crappy ah... heehe.. wat to do.. all bcos of my laziness.. but nvm.. im trying my best here..(i hope) =P engine maths... i gonna do well for it... GOD HELP ME...!!

well.. lately been hooked to the tv.. astro channel 38... mediacorp chinese drama series r the best... (its showing right now actually) hehe... nice nice shows.. with nice n pretty actresses.... hahahaa.... oops.. (solynottyma....??)

okok.. guess i better get going.. tv's calling... notes r calling too... my bed is screaming for me.... lol...!! wat the heck.. tv sounds better.. ciaoz..

I am	soly.
I live	to eat?
I speak	in silence.
I eat	a lot.
I drink	a lot too.
I smoke	chicken?
I wear	clothes.
I listen	to launch cast?
I see	a cursor n many boxes.
I smell	my pillow.
I read	blogs.
I write	on tag boards.
I love	to eat.
I hate	to be alone.
I think	most of the time.
I believe	in hope.
I hope	for a good future.
I need	to start studying.
I want	to sleep edi.